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Monday, March 24, 2008

word doc from comp

 

·                      So lets to make it last this time. I promise things will be better. Lets prove them all wrong

·                      So write my name on your hand & put a heart around it. Cause I know I do

 

·       Pull the hair back from your eyes. Let them see your pretty face. You know they love it when you smile.

 

·       You KN0W it's meant to be. When even at the times you can't stand him. He’s still the only person on your MIND.

 

·       The more guys I meet, the more I realize that you’re the only one I want to be with forever.

 

·       Close your eyes and count by TW0S,
and when you get to five, that’s when I’ll stop loving you <3

 

·       The Best memories are the once you can’t explain, you just had to be there.

 

·       20 years from now, at our highschool reunion,
everyone will be catching up && remembering the
fun times they had with their old time friends,
where as we will be laughing about something that
happened yesterday.

 

·       You're my right when everything is wrong;
you're always there to keep my strong.
You dried my tears when I wanted to cry,

 

·       Ever had one of those days where nothing really goes
wrong. Actually good things happen to you. But you still
feel like it is you against the world & anything that happens,
even dropping your pen in the hallway. Makes you want to
break down right there & just cry..

 

·       The key to life- be weird.
take random pictures.
do something no else would expect
you to do. talk to someone you
never would. be someone people
think you aren't. show who you
really are. don't hide under your smile

 

·       It’s that kind of love that just makes you go awe.

 

·       Just holding hands with you, makes me feel like I own the world

 

·       Most people say “You mean the world to me” but the world means nothing compared to you

 

·       When he holds me close & I can hear his heart beat & kiss his lips, I realize, this is where I want to be & this is how I want to feel

 

·       We're all a little weird. And life's a little
weird. And when we find someone whose
weirdness is compatible with ours, we join
up in mutual weirdness and call it love.

 

·       Let's set the record straight.
No one makes me smile
quite like you do

 

·       He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew… So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect.

 

·       She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truly happy is when she's with him.

 

·       The best kind of kiss is the un-expected; unplanned
ones that come naturally. Like, in the middle of a sentence

 

·       She’s an artist
a painter actually;
see that 'smile' on her face?
Well it's her most famous piece

 

·       Those beautiful eyes of yours put the city lights in shame

 

·       I was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. I was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything I had.
To never give up, to believe in myself,
but most of all, fight for myself.

 

·       I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason...

 

·       People are going to want you, need you, exceed you, take you, beat you, love you, hate you, play you, rate you, save you, and break you.. But that's not what makes you.

·       +A Friend+
 calls your parents Mr. and Mrs.
        -Best friend-
 calls your parents Mom and Dad
         +A Friend+
     never asks for anything to eat or drink
          -Best friend-
     opens the fridge and makes their self at home
           +A Friend+
    borrows your stuff for a few days and gives it back.
         -Best friend-
    has a closet full of your stuff
           +A Friend+
    only knows a few things about you
         -Best friend-
   could write a biography on your life story

 

·       There are days that I love you, and days that I don’t. Days I’d like to be friends. And days that I wont. Days I’ll pick up the phone and give you a call. Days I’m so sad I don’t want to talk to you at all. Days I look back at all the things that we shared. Days I question myself if you really even care. There are so many things I wish I could say, but I’m worried it will all come out in the wrong way. No matter how much time goes by, I’ll always be by your side, cause I couldn’t stop loving you.. Even if I tried

 

·       You know he's something special when no matter what kind of mood you're in; he can always manage to make you smile.

 

·       A friend will know by the sound of your voice by the look on your face by the way you walk by the things you do, exactly what kind of day you’re having

 

·       A friend will laugh with you at the movies but a
best friend knows exactly what you’re thinking while
you watch it..

 

·       I think the only reason everyone holds onto memories so tight
is cause memories are the only thing that doesn’t change
when everything else does

 

·       It's like I want to push you into oncoming traffic. But then I realize I'd probably kill myself saving you.

 

·       You've given me reasons to smile good times to laugh about but most of all you've given me memories I could never forget

 

·       You know when we fight and I hang up and you don’t call me back.. That hurts me the most because it makes me wonder,
if we were face to face and we were fighting, would you just let me go when I walked away?

 

I'm going somewhere in life, I've got dreams to reach & things to do. Don't bring your drama into my life because, shit, I got my own. I'm done with letting people bring me down, & I'm not taking any bullshit from anyone. I'm my own person, not no one else's bitch. I'm down for people who are down for me. If you don't know me, don't act like you do because I've got enough people in my life to keep me going. Don't go running your mouth about me because you don't know shit about me. Don't believe the shit others tell you, believe things you hear on your own. Be your own damn self & who cares what others say about you. It's not like they're living your life for you. Don't stand for peoples shit because they're just going to cause more pain in your life. I'm going to succeed because I don't stand for your shit; I got my best girls & they got my heart pumping.

 

I think that's what's wrong with the world; No one says what they feel. They always hold it inside. They're sad, but they don't cry. They're happy, but they don't dance or sing. They're angry, but they don't scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed. And that's the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down. And no one sees how beautiful the sky is.

 

she's the kinda girl
you call your friend
she's the kinda girl
who you call when you were dumped
she's the kinda
girl
who stands beside you during the good times and bad
she's the kinda girl
who'd give the world
just to be seen
by you
as more than just
the kinda girl
you call your friend

 

i'm not perfect - -
i'll annoy you, i'll piss you
off,
say stupid things; then take
them back, but put all of that
aside & realize that you'll never
find another girl like me.

 

It's like one of those old fashioned movies..
It's coming to an end,
and everyone's screaming at the screen,
"TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM"
..but you can't.

 

I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes,
That I'm incapable of sitting still, That I can't grasp the concept
of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike…Someone who realizes
that half of the decisions I make, are usually ones I regret.
And I have the right to overreact at any given moment.
I want someone who knows how completely insane I am,
and he wouldn't want me any other way.

 

Sad songs blast from your stereo. Depressing quotes
fill your away messages. Your profile has nothing but a broken heart
in it. I saw the hidden box of tissues in the back of your locker.
All this anger, all this pain, just locked up inside of a once happy girl.
all because he said "I dont like you any more"

Je t'aime - I love you (((french)))
Ich liebe dich - I love you (((german)))
Te Amo - I love you (((italian)))
Ya tebya lyublyu - I love you
(((russian)))
Te quido mucho-
I love you (((Spanish)))

 

tell me that you love me,

tell me that you care,

even if you're lying

that’s what I need to hear

 

How come in fairytales they

make falling in love look

So easy?

 

I'm that girl you pointed to and said..

Damn I fucked up when I let her go

 

And every time I try to leave HOPE

Whispers One more try

 

 

LOVE AND TRUST

are one in the same.

You can't truly love someone

Unless you trust them.

 

 

 

So lets to make it last this time. I promise things will be better. Lets prove them all wrong

 

·       So write my name on your hand & put a heart around it. Cause I know I do

 

·       Pull the hair back from your eyes. Let them see your pretty face. You know they love it when you smile.

 

·       You KN0W it's meant to be. When even at the times you can't stand him. He’s still the only person on your MIND.

 

·       The more guys I meet, the more I realize that you’re the only one I want to be with forever.

 

·       Close your eyes and count by TW0S,
and when you get to five, that’s when I’ll stop loving you <3

 

·       The Best memories are the once you can’t explain, you just had to be there.

 

·       20 years from now, at our highschool reunion,
everyone will be catching up && remembering the
fun times they had with their old time friends,
where as we will be laughing about something that
happened yesterday.

 

·       You're my right when everything is wrong;
you're always there to keep my strong.
You dried my tears when I wanted to cry,

 

·       Ever had one of those days where nothing really goes
wrong. Actually good things happen to you. But you still
feel like it is you against the world & anything that happens,
even dropping your pen in the hallway. Makes you want to
break down right there & just cry..

 

·       The key to life- be weird.
take random pictures.
do something no else would expect
you to do. talk to someone you
never would. be someone people
think you aren't. show who you
really are. don't hide under your smile

 

·       It’s that kind of love that just makes you go awe.

 

·       Just holding hands with you, makes me feel like I own the world

 

·       Most people say “You mean the world to me” but the world means nothing compared to you

 

·       When he holds me close & I can hear his heart beat & kiss his lips, I realize, this is where I want to be & this is how I want to feel

 

·       We're all a little weird. And life's a little
weird. And when we find someone whose
weirdness is compatible with ours, we join
up in mutual weirdness and call it love.

 

·       Let's set the record straight.
No one makes me smile
quite like you do

 

·       He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew… So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect.

 

·       She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truly happy is when she's with him.

 

·       The best kind of kiss is the un-expected; unplanned
ones that come naturally. Like, in the middle of a sentence

 

·       She’s an artist
a painter actually;
see that 'smile' on her face?
Well it's her most famous piece

 

·       Those beautiful eyes of yours put the city lights in shame

 

·       I was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. I was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything I had.
To never give up, to believe in myself,
but most of all, fight for myself.

 

·       I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason...

 

·       People are going to want you, need you, exceed you, take you, beat you, love you, hate you, play you, rate you, save you, and break you.. But that's not what makes you.

·       +A Friend+
 calls your parents Mr. and Mrs.
        -Best friend-
 calls your parents Mom and Dad
         +A Friend+
     never asks for anything to eat or drink
          -Best friend-
     opens the fridge and makes their self at home
           +A Friend+
    borrows your stuff for a few days and gives it back.
         -Best friend-
    has a closet full of your stuff
           +A Friend+
    only knows a few things about you
         -Best friend-
   could write a biography on your life story

 

·       There are days that I love you, and days that I don’t. Days I’d like to be friends. And days that I wont. Days I’ll pick up the phone and give you a call. Days I’m so sad I don’t want to talk to you at all. Days I look back at all the things that we shared. Days I question myself if you really even care. There are so many things I wish I could say, but I’m worried it will all come out in the wrong way. No matter how much time goes by, I’ll always be by your side, cause I couldn’t stop loving you.. Even if I tried

 

·       You know he's something special when no matter what kind of mood you're in; he can always manage to make you smile.

 

·       A friend will know by the sound of your voice by the look on your face by the way you walk by the things you do, exactly what kind of day you’re having

 

·       A friend will laugh with you at the movies but a
best friend knows exactly what you’re thinking while
you watch it..

 

·       I think the only reason everyone holds onto memories so tight
is cause memories are the only thing that doesn’t change
when everything else does

 

·       It's like I want to push you into oncoming traffic. But then I realize I'd probably kill myself saving you.

 

·       You've given me reasons to smile good times to laugh about but most of all you've given me memories I could never forget

 

·       You know when we fight and I hang up and you don’t call me back.. That hurts me the most because it makes me wonder,
if we were face to face and we were fighting, would you just let me go when I walked away?
tell me that you love me,

tell me that you care,

even if you're lying

that’s what I need to hear

 

How come in fairytales they

make falling in love look

So easy?

 

I'm that girl you pointed to and said..

Damn I fucked up when I let her go

 

And every time I try to leave HOPE

Whispers One more try

 

 

LOVE AND TRUST

are one in the same.

You can't truly love someone

Unless you trust them.

 

 

tell me that you love me,

tell me that you care,

even if you're lying

that’s what I need to hear

 

How come in fairytales they

make falling in love look

So easy?

 

I'm that girl you pointed to and said..

Damn I fucked up when I let her go

 

And every time I try to leave HOPE

Whispers One more try

 

 

LOVE AND TRUST

are one in the same.

You can't truly love someone

Unless you trust them.

 

I'm a crazy girl, I'll tell it to the world, I've just begun having my fun

 

 

That thing when you kiss someone and everything around you become hazy & the only thing thing in focus is you and that person, & you realize that this is the only person that you should be kissing for the rest of your life & for that one moment  you get this amazing gift, all cause you feel so lucky that you've found it, but  so scared that it'll go away at the same time

 

Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself

 

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday. Right now, at this very moment, I realized something. I need you, I trust you, and I admire you. I want you and you can be wrong a lot of the time and we can fight and be mad at each other. But nothing, nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you

 

You smile at me everyday

Do the cutest wave

I have ever seen

You do this every time

We see each other

And you really don't know

You give me butterflies

 

I want a boy who I can run to

With tears running down my

Face and the first thing he says is

"Whose ass am I kicking babe?"

 

He said "I <3 you"

I sneezed and said

"Sorry, I'm allergic to bullshit"

 

Love= when you cry tears over him and still want him.

It's when he ignores you and you still love him.

It's when he love another girl but you still smile

and say "I'm happy for you" when all you really do is cry!

 

Its not a big deal, really!

Break her heart. Let her down make her cry.

Because you "care" about her...right?

 

& She says she doesn't care but the look in her eyes tells a completely different story

 

I'm going somewhere in life, I've got dreams to reach & things to do. Dont bring your drama into my life beacause, shit, I got my own. I'm done with letting people bring me down, & I'm not taking bullshit from anyone. I'm my own person, not no one else's bitch. I'm down for people who are down for me. If you don't know me, dont act like you do because I have enough people in my life to keep me going. Don't go running your mouth about me because you dont know shit about me. Don't believe the shit others tell you. believe the things your hear on your own. be your own damn self & who cares about what others say about you. Its not like they are living your life for you. Dont stand for other peoples shit they are just going to cause more pain in your life. I'm going to succeed becuase I don't stand for your shit. I got my own best girls & they got my heart pumping

 

 

I think whats wrong with the world; no one says what they feel. they always hold it inside. They're sad, but dont want to cry. They're happy, but they dont want to dance or sing. They're angery, but they dont want to scream. Because if they do they feel ashamed. And thats the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their head down. And no one sees how beautiful the sky is

 

She is the kinda girl you call your friend

She is the kinda girl you call when you are dumped

She is the kinda girl that stands beside you during the good and the bad times

She is the kinda girl who's give the world just to be seen by you as more then just that kinda girl you call your friend

 

I'm not perfect.

I'll annoy you, I'll piss you off

say stupid things, then take them back

but put that aside & realize that

you'll never find another girl like me

 

 

 


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

okay so its summer woot! not I am I guess grounded all summer I hate this house really! I am sick and my cavity is really painful and the pain is going up to my ear and now I think I have an ear infection gah lol I am going to be so bored this summer so if you want call me im me whatever you want go ahead I am going to rot anyways in this hell whole! ahaha anywho yep update not much

cute_iconsCutecutecute

 


Thursday, May 03, 2007

So okay maybe Cheng is right but I am detirmind to prove to him that he can't be right all the time.

 

If you haven't guessed by now my boyfriend Ian broke up with me. But my friend thinks 100% that he is comming back. I mean why would he still be wearing the Boyfriend ring I gave him? And why would he be "flirting" with me and always looking at me?

Anywho I hope everything is alright for you others.

 

Love yaiconsiconsiconsicons

My heart is taken but I am not


Thursday, April 12, 2007

I am board n need a life!

chyea. anyways...okay yep iono what to write. cept you learn something new everyday.

I learned something new from a friend but it doesn't matter

okay board now!

I hope everyone else is alright


Friday, February 02, 2007

Currently Reading
Memoirs of a Geisha
By Arthur Golden
see related

+Cell phone got stolen about like iono two weeks ago

+Can't get my new one tell I give me grandma the 50$ deducaple

+I am in a lot of stress right now

+things aren't going well for me nor are they going good for Ian

+I have to read this book for Culture

+AIM is like the 7th grr.!

+tired

+been going to bed a lot earlyer iono why

+Knees still hurt like hell

+okay I am done I had a lot more to say but Iono what is was >.<



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